When Ang and I were pregnant with Malaia, we were on the computer at least one to three times a week, checking out our progress on various pregnancy websites. We followed a few in particular that gave us our week to week progress via a due date calculator.
So far during this pregnancy, I have not checked even once to see where baby #2 is at terms of development. I simply believed Angie, when she told me that we were due June 8th, 2009.
We have our first ultrasound next Wednesday morning, and when we were talking about it we thought that this was a couple of weeks too early. I decided to take a look at our trusty website again, and was slightly shocked to find out that Ang was not calculating right. As it turns out we're actually due May 24-27th. Which is really not that much of a difference, but suddenly I had this feeling of running out time.
Yes, I'm well aware that it's a long way away. It's just that these last 2 years have gone by so incredibly fast. I can't help but feel that time is going to continue to speed on by. It is in these moments, that I have the feeling that I haven't had enough time to enjoy Malaia. Suddenly there will two babies, and hopefully Malaia's daddy/daughter time will not have to suffer. I know I have enough love to give both of the kids. I'm just having one of those moments!!