It's funny, I was definitely more relaxed this time than I was when we had Malaia. I remember being so damn nervous in the waiting room at the clinic. I actually felt like I just wanted to get up and run out of there. Mostly because it took so long, and partly because I hate being stuck in an overfull waiting room with a bunch of people that have things wrong with them. I remember getting a little weepy too, when I finally got to see the image on the tiny monitor.
This time though, I was cool as a cucumber(what does that mean?). I didn't get nearly as emotional. But was equally as excited, and found it just as exhilirating as the first time around.. It definitley gave me a sense of pride and accomplishment. It's also made this pregnancy very real to me for the first time. I think I've just kinda of been going through the motions since we found out. I know it has alot to do with Malaia being a complete handful right now.
But there it was on the screen a real live tiny fetus. Instant reality check. Baby #2 is well on it's way and I am super PUMPED!! Malaia is going to have a new baby bro or sis, and our family is going to grow.
Can't wait to actually meet you BABY #2!